Saturday, March 5, 2011

好烦啊

最近心情很差,快要得忧郁症了。  好多事要忙,好多事要烦。  可是又不知该从哪里开始。  考试一大堆,烦恼一大堆。 =(  真的很期待假期快点来,我需要放长假!!
 
破戒用华语的原因是不想让妈妈看到我写的东西。  她会偷偷看我部落格,因为有一次我发现她的电脑bookmark了Eleanor's Diary。  哈哈。 我和妈妈的话题好像真的很有限。只有机票。 =3=  是真的哦。每次和妈妈通电话一定是关于假期订机票的事情,连屋友都发现到了。大姐说妈妈好像是我的秘书,帮我订机票,我只要飞来飞去就够了。 好惨,电话真的只聊订机票的事,别的事情都没提到neh,好sad哦。 可是妈妈最近也很烦恼,骂我不要一直玩,要努力读书。  TnT  我会努力的... 和爸爸的话题,更惨。爸爸只会问我两句话。第一句:吃饱了吗?  第二句:吃什么? 然后就嘟... T___T  而且最近都不接我电话,说要看戏。好讨厌。都不知道女儿一个人在外多么的寂寞和落魄。  可是不要紧,我还是很爱我的爸爸妈妈。  我丫八八!=D

前几天放学回来,就看到黄色炸弹贴在宿舍屋里。  我看了之后,静了一下,然后爆笑,因为真的太好笑了。不然你看。
 
 我放large size,应该看得很清楚了吧。被tick的都是你所犯的错误哦。
 
干嘛他们要用那么直接的字眼 --> kotor dan bersepah。 -.-  好坏,懒得理他们了。  好啦,这间房会中招,我要负一半的责任,因为我的东西真的太多了,多到不知道该放哪,所以就乱乱放。 可是,要四个人住在那么小的房子,能expect什么。-.-
 
美术开始新的project了,links and connections。  想了很久,最后决定做human bonding,研究人与人之间的关系。  其实美术很有趣,它让你想很多有的没的,研究很多有的没的。但也让你很头痛,尤其是灵感不来的时候,真的会很bek chek。
 
很努力在赶art。所以房间特别乱。
 
 Love-hate Relationship 
 
人与人之间的联系,不是爱,就是恨。  其实爱与恨只有一线之差。  今天爱得死去活来,明天我要跟你离婚。  人类真的很善变,很可怕。  这些人生哲学,有空再慢慢和大家聊。
 
还有,最近很烦,因为受不了一些人的白痴无聊。 


刚刚翻了静思小语,看到这个,才发现原来我每天都在修行,阿弥陀佛。  那些大脑组织不完善的人,谢谢你们牺牲自己来扮演丑角色,我好佩服哦。


好吧,今天就到这,先走了。  拜拜~
 

Monday, February 14, 2011

Love our environment ~

Yesterday, a day to Tasik Shah Alam with all the ARP members.  ARP - Anugerah Remaja Perdana.  I woke up late=.=  Blame myself, I forgot to set the alarm clock the night before.  Cath phoned me but I was still in bed.  No more next time >.<

So, just a brief post, we had a fun but hot morning, cleaning up the place.  It's one of our community services for ARP.  I think we spent most of the time playing around, instead of picking up the rubbish, haha.

We were so excited, carrying big plastic bag.  Wanna start our job!



BUT...



BUT...



Acting crazy with Hakim...

Had a ride on Mat Rad's bike...

 Had a cup of cold Milo halfway...

 Playing hide-and-seek...

Taking perasan photos with Cath and Shin...

And finally a group photo~

And, tadaa...  That's the end of our gotong-royong session.  What a LOL.  

Valentine's Day today!  Had a party with all the single one at Sunway Pyramid.  We had our dinner at Restaurant 3JC after changing from one to another place. XD  It's too crowded!  I got a gift from Hannah during the gift-exchange session.  It's a necklace!  Thanks Hannah!

And finally a group photo again~!

Pretty tired now.  Tomorrow is a holiday, but still got work to do.  Not really in the mood recently.  So many things to be done.  Can I say no if I really didn't want?

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Chinese New Year 2011

Bibu bibu, I'm back again! =.=''  Haha.  Sorry for disappearing such a long period of time.  The long holiday last end of year was just too too too horrible.  I got so bored staying at home everyday, and it was really a waste of time.  I really ran out of ideas what to write in my blog.  It was the worst holiday I'd ever had.  I swear, I won't stay at home so long next coming long holiday.  It was the first time I couldn't wait the school to reopen fast. =.=''  

Ok, straight to the point, this post is gonna be a post all about Chinese New Year!!  Yayyy!!!  Celebrating Chinese New Year in Sibu is really a great, amazing and wonderful thing!  Everything in Sibu is just so different!  Family, friends, food, atmosphere, bla bla bla...TnT  I can't imagine any Chinese New Year not celebrated in this cute, lovng place.  OMG, I love Sibu so so much!

So I went back to Sibu three weeks after the school reopened.  One week holiday was really too short.  Why don't they cut down the long year end holiday to replace cny holiday?  That will be damn great then.  Haha.  I could sense the cny mood right after reaching my hometown.  Red could be seen everywhere, with lanterns and lights in every house.  What I can conclude is, Sibu people are really kiasu.  They want their house to be the most outstanding one during cny. =3=  haha  My house? Same deco every year, but extra disco lights this year.  hoho  Daddy and Mommy were busy preparing and cleaning the house, I was busy on9-ing in front of my laptop.  XD  Sorry for that, but.. but.. At least I did something weiii.

Skip the preparation part, lets go to the New Year Eve part!  This year, there were only 3 of us having our reunion dinner.  Daddy, Mommy and I.  :(  So sad, Yi and Yng didn't come back!  So, dad cooked some, and ordered some.  Err, I like daddy's one more, seriously.

A memorable reunion dinner with parents. (although the food didn't look attractive) hehe

Daddy's 鱼翅汤。 I zoom this in purposely for you, Yng.  Damn nice weiii  XD

Sarawakians eat their dinner super duper early.  Around 4 or 5, you could hear sounds of fire crackers, which meant they had finished their dinner.  We were not that early, around 6 kot. XD But it was considered early, to those west malaysians.  Haha, don't care.

Right after the dinner, it's tv show time!  Daddy watched his 民视's chinese new year special show.  Haha.  Accompany him.  I miss those time watching 5566's cny programme few years ago.  Hahaha... Damn funny and memorable tv programme.  I can't find such good entertainment show now.  Well, firecrackers were launched non-stop for hours.  Sibu people got no law, they are the one making laws.  Polices won't care.  That's the best thing during cny.  My neighbours play quite a lot of fireworks every year, so what we  have to do is just sitting there and watch. :p  Sorry that I didn't take any photos of the firework, it's air and sound pollution outside there. XD  Just imagine yourself la.

So, for the first day of cny, my parents and I went to the Buddhist Centre for prayer.  It's a rainy morning.
After the prayer, it's time to visit our relatives!  It's really a wow, so I'll just use some photos to replace boring words. haha  These were what happened that few days...

It's normal to see oranges during Chinese New Year.  But what was so special with these oranges?  I polished them one by one. =.=  So, they were all damn clean.

Sakura!!!  CNY's deco every year -.-''

 Posing with Daddy & Mommy.  I love you two!  XD Ermm, I wonder when will be our next "complete" family photo, with Yi and Yng inside.  Hmm...

CNY's cookies and titbits.

Having fun with kids of the family.  Wow, I salute myself for being the aunty of so many nieces and nephews.  They are all cute and adorable!  :D

But, the moment I enjoyed the most was the gathering with old friends.  I really miss my secondary school time.  I feel so comfortable getting together with all of them.  No worries but only laughters and happiness.  I can't find any friends like them anymore!  Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~  I miss my friends in Sibu so much!!!

Some old friends and juniors.

Spending the whole day with friends at the last day before going back to Shah Alam.  Thanks to the drivers of the day and a big thank you to everyone that joined the event!  You made the day wonderful and memorable!  But, I got scolded because I went back late at the midnight.  Had my last-minute packing=.=''  Sorry papa mama~  Hmm...  Why should the school spoil my cny mood? 

Sibu's airport really needs a big improvement.  The morning going to Shah Alam spoilt my day.  Don't want to mention it anymore.

Ohya, one more thing to announce here.  I had removed my braces!!!  Finally...  Haha.  Arrangement since primary 6, wearing removable braces from Form 2 till Form 4, and one year unremovable braces since last March.  It's quite suffering all the way, with 3 teeth removed. =.=''  My two front teeth are really big and use up too much space.  Sweat la.. But now I can smile as big as I can.  西瓜甜不甜? 甜~


Last but not least, Happy Bunny Year, once again to all of you!  May you have joy and peace throughout the year and God bless you! :D

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

B.Y.E

Not feeling well recently, physically and mentally.
Wanna stop blogging for a long period of time.
Bye everyone.
And, happy new year 2011.
Have a great year.
God bless you.

Monday, December 13, 2010

*Yi Yi*

 See you next year, my dear ji ji.
3 more weeks for me to eat and sleep at home.  Muahaha~
Enjoy your summer research!
December 2011, deng wo!!! Wo lai le!!! wahaha

Friday, November 12, 2010

I'm 18 !!!

A big THANK YOU for all the birthday wishes, songs and celebration,  I'm happy because I'm not alone!  It's a memorable 18th birthday indeed!  (Although we got Math test in the morning and English for the next day =.=)  Yet, we spent the whole day enjoying with holiday mood~ Haha

Finally, everyone in ALUK8's here!  We had a small party at Secret Recipe.  Thanks for those who sacrificed their study time and came.  And thanks for the birthday cake!  =D
Since Catherine's birthday's in December, and all of us will be having our holiday during that time, so we celebrated hers as well. hehe.  See the words on the cake?  It's Happy Birthday Baby Jay & Cat.  Haha...  Since when I became Baby Jay.  Haseef, lick off the "a" and "y"!!


Hahaha... Haseef, you win!  Nice expression!



 ALUK8, gonna miss you all deadly.  See you all next year!

Right after the party, it's Karaoke time!!!  The three Chinese in ALUK and I were really rushing with time, running all the way from station to station, just to reach Redbox in time.  We were screaming and dashing like a mad all the way.  Hahaha  Luckily, we arrived in time.  Phew!


Have a nice day on my 18th big day =D
Thanks again to all of you!  Love you all so much!
Have a fun holiday and see you all again next year!!!  Byebye!!!

p/s  1111  也祝我自己光棍节快乐  哈哈

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Happy Birthday, Cho!

Amirul!  You are 18!!!
Wish you all the best and stay happy with your cho style.
Have a good time with all the Alukians before going to China.
May all your dreams come true on your birthday!
Happy Birthday!!!
You are so cho ah you!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

It's Sunway Day Again!

Finally, the four and only four Chinese in ALUK 8 had their own trip to Sunway Pyramid!  And it's a karaoke day in Redbox!  (Please highlight the "karaoke").  haha!  I can't imagine life without it.  I need karaoke to recharge myself!!!  Well, it would be our last entertainment before the final exam.  So, right after the class, right after the Statistics test, run!!

Before karaoke session, EAT!!!
I had Ginger-Duck Mee for my lunch!  Hehe

Boon's expression made the food delicious.  haha  But it's really nice.  I like the fried durian!

Pineapple juice with Pak Chin and Boon as the background.  lol

After the lunch, REDBOX!!!
Catherine and I =D

I could't stop laughing when I saw this photo.  There's actually another person on my right-hand side, but I neglected him.  Hahaha  Sorry, Pak Chin! 

I was blamed for my lousy photographing technique.  But, Pak Chin, yours didn't look better.  This is the cropped version >.<

Boon was busy singing.  So, no photo.  -.@

Then, we had barbecue for dinner!  Boon left earlier, so there were only three of us having our dinner.
But, we managed to finish everything!  Haha!

Catherine, wrong position!!!

Wahhh, we saluted ourselves for finishing all these stuffs.  But, it's not as much as what you'd seen.  It's just the cabbage at the bottom~

I miss non-halal food!!! hahaha

很贪吃的脸

Err, I wonder why we did that pose.  That's not a lion. -.@

 Eee.. Under 18

Overall, it's fun and I like it! =D
The basketball machine was fun too. hehe

I WAS BORN TO ENJOY LIFE

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Let's go to the beach

Ahh!  It's October and it should be raining everyday!  But no!  The weather is killing me like hell.  It's super hot super hot SUPER HOT!!!  The fiery sun is burning vigorously high up in the sky and I can feel the powerful effect it gives.  I feel so "sexy" waking up in sweats.  The sun is hot, the wind is hot, and the room is hot.   I want ice-creams, I want freezing cokes,  and I want cold air!!!  
 See how reddish the room was while I was sleeping on my bed this morning.  The sun is trying to penetrate through the curtains.  I feel like everything is going to get on fire~  
I can feel anger, fury, power, blood, sexy, energy, craziness, rock n' roll!
My head is spinning and I need more paracetamols!  Ahhh!!  Let's go to the beach!
Tomorrow is Sunday, and I hope it'll be just like the song "Sunday Morning", the rain will fall.
 I feel so HOT right now!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Halo Halo

Halo halo,  nothing special in this post.  Just wanna say hi to everyone and a big hug to my blog.  I'm still ok and I'm still alive.  And I will try my best to spend more time on this blog.  The first semester exam is around the corner, ( starting from the 8th of November until 15th of November for my art review ).  Yet, I'm still doing my art project non-stop for days and nights.  Sketching faces and studying human psychology.  I really need to start my revision now.  Anyway, I'll be back to Sibu on the 18th of November.  Holidays, I'm coming!!!  Can't wait!!! 

Sad to know some bad news recently.  Erm, I'm trying to comfort myself that life is just about process.  Everyone needs to encounter it.  No matter it's good or bad.  Oh ya, and I saw this few days ago ---> Sadness is a state of happiness because it is an emotion and emotions allow us to solve problems and solving problems allows us to live as fully as we are capable.  So!  I shall be happy because I can feel sadness!

One more thing that I should bear in mind - kiam bui.  Haha!  Hangat-hangat tahi ayam.  >.<  Good luck to myself then.  =P 

Happy wedding to those who is getting married today.  101010  Nice number.  But 111111 will be much more nicer.  Haha.  Can't imagine what will happen next year on my birthday.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

My Transformation Mask

Finally, I've done my first art project!  P(^O^)9  Damn excited (although the final product was a boo..hehe) Art wasn't a difficult stuff for my before this.  But after I entered INTEC and get started with all those crazy art projects, art becomes  super complicated.  Architecture students are always the busiest group in the campus.  No time to sleep, no time to study, no time to play and always fall asleep in class.    Seriously.  Art students really need a lot of patience.  Redo, redo and redo.  But, I was not as crazy as the guys, with sleepless nights~  They were too over!!  But they really did a very good job, which I should learn from them.  I am still in elementary stage compared to their advance level la.  Why did JPA choose me to be in one of them?  What a shame XD haha
Well, this first project took us about two months time.  We were assigned to make 6 psycho face masks with the theme "transformation".  The process was really terrifying.  Do you know how terrible it  is to put vaseline and plaster of Paris on the face?  And I got my hand burnt because of the masks.  The process was just too horrible that I'll just skip all of them as it will be a long long story to tell.

My Psycho Face Mask
A journey to civilization

Barbarism

Oops, that's public humiliation, two is enough. =D  Our next project will be on psycho self portrait.  Looking forward to more ideas.  There are still a lot of things for me to learn and to catch up.  I hope I can handle everything. =)
Ahh!!! 18 soon!  I must think of something great and special to be done before it's too late!  Bucket list bucket list...  Coming soon.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival

Happy mid-autumn festival, everyone!
Mooncake festival without a mooncake is really a sad case, but luckily..
Thanks Kimman and Joyce for the mooncake! =D
But, I got no chance to celebrate it at home :'(
Sibu's lantern festival is amazing this year!  With all the lanterns and lights.
I  miss my home, once again!

Monday, September 6, 2010

J's murmur!

Hi-5!  It's time to update my blog again =D  Thank god for the Hari Raya holiday.  I really need some time to rest now.  INTEC's life is killing me like hell.  I didn't sleep well for two months!  I will be happy if I can sleep more than 6 hours per day.  My black circles...@.@

I know I was a bit too eMo for the past two months.  I phoned back and told my mom I wanna fail all my tests and quit my study.  =(  A big sorry to my mom.  I just need more time.  I don't know why I have to do things I don't like.  I hate the feeling,  I hate that!  Seriously.  I'm not happy at all.  T.T  But, =(  that's life.  I know I have been complaining too much.  I should be grateful for what I have now, right?  Don't worry.=D  Just like what Mr Adib said, nothing is easy.  Everything will be fine, I know =D  I like ALUK 8.  All of them are pretty nice and kind.  I think that's the reason why.  I always remember what Don told me - God loves me more than others.  =D

But, kinda sad to do work until midnight, alone.  And all the works were rejected again and again.  What a sad case.  I need more power and strength.

Forget about that!  I'm home!  And I'm happy!  Let's capture this moment!
 
Haha.. Stop being crazy.  I thought I'll be busy doing my homework this holiday, but, haha!  I'm in holiday mood! And I slept whole day, man!  It'll be a last minute work again.  But, I got really no idea for my artwork.  I'm not that creative and artistic.  Transformation?  Sounds easy but freaking hard.  My brain just refuses to work.  So, how?  Forget about that.

Oh ya, a big thank you to my dear Alukians. =D I like Alukians!  You are all fun and nice.  Thanks for helping me when I'm in need and thanks for cheering me up when I'm down. 
  
* We are happy family *

Oh, one more thing.  I got a new nickname.  It's J!  I like that =D

I'll be back to Shah Alam on the 19th of September.  oMg.  That's fast.  Next holiday will be on the 18th of November.  Gonna miss my hometown a lot.  =(  Well, I wish I got more time to update my blog.   You are my babe!