After a month training in the camp, finallly i decided to quit and further my study. Matriculation, is still a question mark in my mind. I am wondering what i did is the right one or not. Actually, i don't know what i am going to pursue in future. So, i am just following what god has decided for me at the moment.
Going back home to Sibu, i have no strong feeling of sadness, not like other people that are going to leave, hugging and crying together. I'm just feeling a bit down, gonna leave a place which i stayed for a month, and gonna leave all my buddies that had accompanied me all the way in the camp. It's really suffering at first, but luckily i could cope with it slowly. Hmm, the only thing i don't like is the terrible hot temperature that makes me perspire a lot. I could feel my sweat dripping down my forehead and my back whenever and wherever i was. Well, since i have not updated my blog for a period of time, so this post gonna be a long long one, about my life in kem similajau, bintulu.
I'd mentioned a bit about the schedule in the previous post, so i will just skip some of them. Ok... Every morning, we are "forced" to wake up at 5. Having PT at 6 and breakfast at 7. Oh my god...The morning exercise was really terrible. We were asked to run..and run.. and run... I almost got asthma after the long run. Then, we had class from 8 to 12. And that's the most irritating thing that i found in the camp. Because, the lessons were damn boring and i dozed off many times in class. lol. We were treated like kindergarten kids. Sitting on the floor, and drawing using magic pen. =.= What a shame. Having lunch at 12 and physical activities from 2 to 4 in the afternoon. Marching under the sun was really dreadful. Fortunately, i didn't faint. At night, we had classes. And sometimes we watched tv in the hall. That's the only entertainment you can find in the camp. During weekends, we had no classes, no activities. And that's the only chance you can get your handphone. Sundays, we had buddhist class at bintulu buddhist centre. Luckily i didn't change my religion to christian since i met more chinese friends in buddha group.
Actually, life inside was quite boring because we did the same things everyday. However, i found that it was good to discipline myself and to spend my time more wisely. So far, i've learned how to swim and canoe, and we had tali rendah training. We also learned PC as well. And now, I am so bored at home because i have nothing to do unlike the hectic life inside the camp. I've started to miss the life in camp and all my friends i met there.
Thanks to all my gang friends~ Yvonne, Chiew Ling, Catherine, Yuki, Irene, Linda, Rainzz, Sin Ying, Joy, Nge Nee (from photos) and many other cute, charming friends. Deep in my heart, all of you are great and special. And i will never forget the moment we played and enjoyed together. And the late night we ate junk food together silently behind the toilet. Hahaha!!! Oh ya, and i gonna miss all the trainers, especially "AB". Haha...it's just a joke. I am not that crazy like Joy, ok~ And thanks to all pk6 buddies. I should have pretended crying on stage like others. haha...
I don't know why i was so "lucky" to be selected for matriculation. Actually, i prefer jpa scholarship more. But since the result's not yet out, so i will just go for matriculation first. Urghh...Another journey for me. I will leave on 10th may, flying to miri, and then labuan. I really hate it! Anyways, good luck to myself. Everything will be fine. =D
2010 is really a busy year to me. I've been travelling here and there non-stop. Tiring but challenging.
It's ok, it's alright, aiai aiai fight fight fight!!! Fight fight fight~ XD
