Sunday, November 6, 2011

Love Is In The Air!


Woke up in the morning,
and realized how great God has created every single thing in this world!
Playing with the shadows on the wall with hands,
and managed to capture these before the room turned bright!
L-O-V-E
Four simple alphabets, 
but a word that's hard to come out from everyone's lips.
Give this to everyone I love and loves me!
=D

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

愚人的国度

最近一直重复听这首歌~
虽然不是很新,
但真的很好听!!!
 词曲写得太好了~
孙燕姿真是没得顶~
超爱她的歌!!!
*Like* 
考完试必做之事 =>  唱K!!!


作詞︰孫燕姿/李焯雄
作曲︰李偲菘

愛是愚人的國度 看我們演的好辛苦
是你所謂的領悟 我不懂我不哭
看悲歡喜怒每一步
是疲憊還是依賴的束縛
愛你能不能再重複 讓我懂讓我哭
再讓時間停住 把自己看清楚
不必再說假如 我穿過一地荒蕪
幸福不能碰觸
愛是愚人的國度 不能自拔不懂退出
我們都回不去最初
曾美麗但還是不滿足
愛是自愚愚人演出 答案清楚才能謝幕
劇情 是笑 是哭

愛是愚人的國度 看我們演的好辛苦
是你所謂的領悟 我不懂我不哭
看悲歡喜怒每一步
是疲憊還是依賴的束縛
來你能不能再重複 讓我懂讓我哭
再讓時間停住 把自己看清楚
不必再說假如 我穿過一地荒蕪
幸福不能碰觸
愛是愚人的國度 不能自拔不懂退出
我們都回不去最初 曾美麗但還是不滿足
愛是自愚愚人演出 答案清楚才能謝幕
劇情 是笑 是哭
(愛是愚人的國度 不能自拔不懂退出)
我們都回不去最初 怎麼愛還是不滿足
愛是自愚愚人演出 答案清楚才能謝幕
結局 是笑 是哭

Monday, October 31, 2011

真心祝福你!

虽然一切来得太过突然,
虽然一时接受不了,
但我想说,
不管你做什么决定,
我都一定会支持你!

真心祝福你
幸福。快乐。
=) 

给     我最要好的知己

Friday, October 28, 2011

天很黑.我的荷尔蒙失调


最近变天,一到下午,天就开始暗了。接踵而来的是轰隆隆可怕的雷声,还有稀里哗啦的倾盆大雨,下个不停。这样的雨天,让我欢喜也让我忧。喜的是,凉爽的天气,睡觉特别安稳。忧的是,再睡下去,考试就没望了。一个礼拜就这样过去了,日夜对着高数课本拼命地做练习,好不容易考了两张高数,只剩最后一张,这科就搞定了。今天花了一整天放松自己,仅存两天时间准备,希望星期一的考试可以顺顺利利。 T︿T

最近心情很糟糕。动不动就发脾气。也不知道怎么一回事。可能最近太多事要忙了。考试接二连三,又要忙申请大学的事,emo得整天窝在家里不想出门,人都快闷坏了。不得不承认自己年纪大,最近老是腰酸背痛,用的都是风油和止痛膏,一身老人味。前几天在巴士上听到juniors在后边唱儿歌,很天真很快乐,让我想起以前的我也曾经是个没有烦恼的孩子。小时候常常和姐姐在屋外抓蚱蜢和ladybird,和堂哥在路上玩泡泡弹,和表哥表姐玩家家酒。现在大家各分东西,关系慢慢疏远了。现在开始烦恼将来的路该怎么走,开始烦恼明天会不会如愿的顺利。但是目前我能做的事,就是努力,能拼多少就拚多少。

谢谢老爸老妈时常打来鼓励我,给我动力。还有,谢谢伟忠对我的不离不弃。即便我生气的时候摆臭脸,像个泼妇一样乱乱骂人,他还是愿意乖乖地听我诉苦,乖乖地挨骂。=)有你真好。

我希望,一切都能顺顺利利。我的荷尔蒙不要再失调,不要再乱乱发脾气,因为-火烧功德林。很久没看大爱台了,是时候修身养性了,哈。希望考试快快过,假期快快来!耶! 明天要早醒,希望去学校读书的计划不要泡汤!要努力要努力!

It's a Waaa!!!!

Waa!! Start to get busy with the coming exams and the new art project.  But, weird things happen!  I realized that I like to find something nonsense and unrelated to my work to do when I'm super duper busy.  Maybe this is what called Escapism.  And that's why I'm here again.  Hoo!  I can see dust everywhere and it's time to have some cleaning-up right now.
Well, this semester ends really fast and we will have our final semester exam in one month time.  Looking back to the past few months, ermm, not much interesting or  bombastic to mention about life.  It is just normal...  with books, exams and projects.  And Facebook is the only entertainment of the day.  What a sad case.  This shouldn't happen on a teenager like me!  But, what to do?  It's either you strive hard, or you're gonna die hard here.  Whatever~  Like what the art theme we're given this semester - Life...Expected, Unexpected.  No one knows what will happen in the next moment.  Tomorrow might not come right?  So, just live life to the fullest.  Don't worry too much!  :P  Anyway, let's have a look on what I have did these few months.  There are few things here that I will like to share with you =)

1)  A Visit to Taiping
Hohoho,  finally I had a chance to visit my boss's hometown.  Thanks WC for bringing me around!  Out of my expectation, Taiping is a very old town with old buildings and big population of old people.  In conclusion, it is OLD.  haha.  But I'm not saying that this is bad.  It somehow brought back my memories in Sibu, a place full of Chinese.  People here speak Hokkien, and yes!  That's the feeling of home!  Taiping is a  good place to stay after your retirement.  No much development, but is well maintained and preserved in term of environment, especially the trees.  I can see more trees in Taiping than Sarawak, so WC, stop saying that Sarawak people stay in tree houses.  Oh ya, and some hills which you can't find in Sibu.  I like mountains and rocks, and enjoy the feeling of driving on the road with picturesque scenery of green hills from side.
WC as the tour guide.
Kindly refer to my facebook accounts for more photos because I'm kinda lazy to upload them here again.  Ohya, the hourse in my photo is Harry!!  That's the first time I saw a horse standing in front of me.  LOL.  Its eyes were damn big. 0.0  And it had the same hair colour as mine. CLAP* CLAP*  I managed to feed it some carrots!  What a great experience, with horse's saliva drooled on your hand.  I know it's super hungry dy.  :(  Don't worry!  I will visit you again someday!  =D   And talking about the delicacies in Taiping, gosh!  I like their Curry Mee and Laksa so much!!!  They are so damn delectable and nice, and you must give them a try if you visit this place.  I'll give a 9.9 band out of 10. 0.1 is for more improvement. hehe 
I'll probably visit this place again!  (for curry mee and laksa for sure) hehe  One more!  Didn't get the chance to visit the fireflies forest (don't know the name, haha) due to lack of time and weather problem!  Seeking next trip to Taiping, a clean and green place, but old. hehe

2) Lepak-lepak For Art
To look for some unexpected events for art projects, Raden, Haseef and I had a half day journey in KL right after the IELTS exam.  (I'll mention about the test later, stay tuned!)
It's a long journey indeed! First, we took the t529 rapid kl to Section 2 to take the u62 rapid kl to KL Sentral.
  We talked so loud at the back that everyone in the bus kept turning back. hahaha
After reaching KL Sentral, Raden went to meet his "clients" who were Kara's fans too.  Next, we took LRT and our first station stopped at Pasar Seni.  Wished to mention more about the day, but unfortunately it rained. =(  We didn't explore much during the day.  These're some places we went that day. 
Pasar Seni > Kampung Baru > Ampang Park > Setiawangsa
!!!Setiawangsa!!! Finally, we had a visit to Haseef's *** house.  hohoho  And had an awesome dinner with his family =D
 Dinner at Penang Village.

3) Oktoberfest 2011
One of the most famous events in Germany, it is held annually around October.  Since WC was interested with this German event, we went to 1Utama to have a look.  Grr, one thing that made me angry was the transportation.  I hate city life!  It took half of my day to reach 1U!  Rawrrr...
The event was held outdoor.  You can see crowds of people.  Nothing much, it's just an occasion where people gather and enjoy the moment with beers.  It's all about BEER.
Posing with the ladies in German traditional costume.  Free beer from WC's bro!
Had a gathering too with WC's friends from Taiping, mostly his ex-classmates.  "Sua tua" at Overtime, Subang.
Finally, a group photo. =)

4) IELTS 
Just got my IELTS result last Friday!  Out of my expectation, I got a better band than what I expected!  7.5!  Awww!!!  Can't describe how glad I was once I knew my result.  Jumping and screaming like a mad.  The moment of waiting for the result was really torturing.  I was so nervous that I kept on going to the toilet that morning.  Butterflies...  I was so worried before that. =(  I even checked for the resit fee while waiting for the result. haha  Thanks God everything ran smoothly during the exam, except the freezing cold temperature in the great hall.  I was shivering throughout the two and a half hours test.  N.U.M.B  Finally, the test's over!  No more English classes = We are more free now!  Wohooo...

So ya, that's all I guess.  Life is getting boring with tests.  zzZ  Hoping for more interesting events to come...
p/s  In love with Wong Fu Productions recently!  Click here and have a look!  Have a blast!  =D

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Canon 550D

Finally, I bought myself a DSLR.
Or I should say a gift after the hectic exam.
It's Canon 550d with kit lens 18-200mm.
Err, no comment.


Posing in front of the mirror in my room.
Owh, the room is messy. haha
I'll try my best to learn how to use it this holiday-.- 

I start getting emo again.
I got really no mood to do my art laaa.
Gosh, I need inspirations.
Going back to Sibu this coming Thursday,
but I'm worrying about what to do during the holiday now-.-
Human nature.

And ya, it indicates something =)

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

So CuT3 !

 
I don't really like to post videos or songs in blog, 
but I can't say no to this, seriously.
It's damn, freaking cute!!!
Simple but relaxing.
I love it!
*like like like*

( Looking forward to the holiday...  Study mood-->zero.  haha )

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Happy Mother's Day

Guess What?
It's Mother's Day!

With simple words here, 
I would like to wish my mom a merry mother's day.

 
Happy Mother's Day 
to my dearest MaMa!

Thanks for your encouragement, support, and love!

You light up my life!

 I Love You, Ma! <3

Friday, April 8, 2011

Exam Mode

Okay, the end-sem-exam is around the corner.  Gonna start my engine and work hard now.  I wonder why time passes fast like hell this semester.  It's like "Huh?  Finish our 2nd sem syllabus dy?"  I feel like I've learnt nothing throughout the semester.  Maybe, Alukians have spent too much time on extra activities.  I swear, I'm not going to join any of them next semester.  I hate the feeling of kena paksa.  Sorry for that.

So now, one more mock-up and then the final product for my art to be done, i guess.  Thank god, this semester's art is not that torturing.  =.=''  I don't want to return to my first semester life anymore.  Sleepless nights and endless  artworks.  I'm phobia with that kind of life seriously.

One more thing to share with you all.  I accidentally locked my bunch of keys in my locker yesterday.  Owh, I didn't ever expect that to happen on me!  What a careless mistake! Luckily everything was settled with my housemate's help.  Thanks Aiping! haha.  The college should change a better locker.  Only yesterday I realized that we can actually open the locker by pulling the door hard.

Okay, so it's just a short one.  Will be back to Sibu on the 19th of May.  Gonna stop here and see you all after my exam.  Please wish me luck yeay!  Bye! =D

Saturday, March 5, 2011

好烦啊

最近心情很差,快要得忧郁症了。  好多事要忙,好多事要烦。  可是又不知该从哪里开始。  考试一大堆,烦恼一大堆。 =(  真的很期待假期快点来,我需要放长假!!
 
破戒用华语的原因是不想让妈妈看到我写的东西。  她会偷偷看我部落格,因为有一次我发现她的电脑bookmark了Eleanor's Diary。  哈哈。 我和妈妈的话题好像真的很有限。只有机票。 =3=  是真的哦。每次和妈妈通电话一定是关于假期订机票的事情,连屋友都发现到了。大姐说妈妈好像是我的秘书,帮我订机票,我只要飞来飞去就够了。 好惨,电话真的只聊订机票的事,别的事情都没提到neh,好sad哦。 可是妈妈最近也很烦恼,骂我不要一直玩,要努力读书。  TnT  我会努力的... 和爸爸的话题,更惨。爸爸只会问我两句话。第一句:吃饱了吗?  第二句:吃什么? 然后就嘟... T___T  而且最近都不接我电话,说要看戏。好讨厌。都不知道女儿一个人在外多么的寂寞和落魄。  可是不要紧,我还是很爱我的爸爸妈妈。  我丫八八!=D

前几天放学回来,就看到黄色炸弹贴在宿舍屋里。  我看了之后,静了一下,然后爆笑,因为真的太好笑了。不然你看。
 
 我放large size,应该看得很清楚了吧。被tick的都是你所犯的错误哦。
 
干嘛他们要用那么直接的字眼 --> kotor dan bersepah。 -.-  好坏,懒得理他们了。  好啦,这间房会中招,我要负一半的责任,因为我的东西真的太多了,多到不知道该放哪,所以就乱乱放。 可是,要四个人住在那么小的房子,能expect什么。-.-
 
美术开始新的project了,links and connections。  想了很久,最后决定做human bonding,研究人与人之间的关系。  其实美术很有趣,它让你想很多有的没的,研究很多有的没的。但也让你很头痛,尤其是灵感不来的时候,真的会很bek chek。
 
很努力在赶art。所以房间特别乱。
 
 Love-hate Relationship 
 
人与人之间的联系,不是爱,就是恨。  其实爱与恨只有一线之差。  今天爱得死去活来,明天我要跟你离婚。  人类真的很善变,很可怕。  这些人生哲学,有空再慢慢和大家聊。
 
还有,最近很烦,因为受不了一些人的白痴无聊。 


刚刚翻了静思小语,看到这个,才发现原来我每天都在修行,阿弥陀佛。  那些大脑组织不完善的人,谢谢你们牺牲自己来扮演丑角色,我好佩服哦。


好吧,今天就到这,先走了。  拜拜~
 

Monday, February 14, 2011

Love our environment ~

Yesterday, a day to Tasik Shah Alam with all the ARP members.  ARP - Anugerah Remaja Perdana.  I woke up late=.=  Blame myself, I forgot to set the alarm clock the night before.  Cath phoned me but I was still in bed.  No more next time >.<

So, just a brief post, we had a fun but hot morning, cleaning up the place.  It's one of our community services for ARP.  I think we spent most of the time playing around, instead of picking up the rubbish, haha.

We were so excited, carrying big plastic bag.  Wanna start our job!



BUT...



BUT...



Acting crazy with Hakim...

Had a ride on Mat Rad's bike...

 Had a cup of cold Milo halfway...

 Playing hide-and-seek...

Taking perasan photos with Cath and Shin...

And finally a group photo~

And, tadaa...  That's the end of our gotong-royong session.  What a LOL.  

Valentine's Day today!  Had a party with all the single one at Sunway Pyramid.  We had our dinner at Restaurant 3JC after changing from one to another place. XD  It's too crowded!  I got a gift from Hannah during the gift-exchange session.  It's a necklace!  Thanks Hannah!

And finally a group photo again~!

Pretty tired now.  Tomorrow is a holiday, but still got work to do.  Not really in the mood recently.  So many things to be done.  Can I say no if I really didn't want?

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Chinese New Year 2011

Bibu bibu, I'm back again! =.=''  Haha.  Sorry for disappearing such a long period of time.  The long holiday last end of year was just too too too horrible.  I got so bored staying at home everyday, and it was really a waste of time.  I really ran out of ideas what to write in my blog.  It was the worst holiday I'd ever had.  I swear, I won't stay at home so long next coming long holiday.  It was the first time I couldn't wait the school to reopen fast. =.=''  

Ok, straight to the point, this post is gonna be a post all about Chinese New Year!!  Yayyy!!!  Celebrating Chinese New Year in Sibu is really a great, amazing and wonderful thing!  Everything in Sibu is just so different!  Family, friends, food, atmosphere, bla bla bla...TnT  I can't imagine any Chinese New Year not celebrated in this cute, lovng place.  OMG, I love Sibu so so much!

So I went back to Sibu three weeks after the school reopened.  One week holiday was really too short.  Why don't they cut down the long year end holiday to replace cny holiday?  That will be damn great then.  Haha.  I could sense the cny mood right after reaching my hometown.  Red could be seen everywhere, with lanterns and lights in every house.  What I can conclude is, Sibu people are really kiasu.  They want their house to be the most outstanding one during cny. =3=  haha  My house? Same deco every year, but extra disco lights this year.  hoho  Daddy and Mommy were busy preparing and cleaning the house, I was busy on9-ing in front of my laptop.  XD  Sorry for that, but.. but.. At least I did something weiii.

Skip the preparation part, lets go to the New Year Eve part!  This year, there were only 3 of us having our reunion dinner.  Daddy, Mommy and I.  :(  So sad, Yi and Yng didn't come back!  So, dad cooked some, and ordered some.  Err, I like daddy's one more, seriously.

A memorable reunion dinner with parents. (although the food didn't look attractive) hehe

Daddy's 鱼翅汤。 I zoom this in purposely for you, Yng.  Damn nice weiii  XD

Sarawakians eat their dinner super duper early.  Around 4 or 5, you could hear sounds of fire crackers, which meant they had finished their dinner.  We were not that early, around 6 kot. XD But it was considered early, to those west malaysians.  Haha, don't care.

Right after the dinner, it's tv show time!  Daddy watched his 民视's chinese new year special show.  Haha.  Accompany him.  I miss those time watching 5566's cny programme few years ago.  Hahaha... Damn funny and memorable tv programme.  I can't find such good entertainment show now.  Well, firecrackers were launched non-stop for hours.  Sibu people got no law, they are the one making laws.  Polices won't care.  That's the best thing during cny.  My neighbours play quite a lot of fireworks every year, so what we  have to do is just sitting there and watch. :p  Sorry that I didn't take any photos of the firework, it's air and sound pollution outside there. XD  Just imagine yourself la.

So, for the first day of cny, my parents and I went to the Buddhist Centre for prayer.  It's a rainy morning.
After the prayer, it's time to visit our relatives!  It's really a wow, so I'll just use some photos to replace boring words. haha  These were what happened that few days...

It's normal to see oranges during Chinese New Year.  But what was so special with these oranges?  I polished them one by one. =.=  So, they were all damn clean.

Sakura!!!  CNY's deco every year -.-''

 Posing with Daddy & Mommy.  I love you two!  XD Ermm, I wonder when will be our next "complete" family photo, with Yi and Yng inside.  Hmm...

CNY's cookies and titbits.

Having fun with kids of the family.  Wow, I salute myself for being the aunty of so many nieces and nephews.  They are all cute and adorable!  :D

But, the moment I enjoyed the most was the gathering with old friends.  I really miss my secondary school time.  I feel so comfortable getting together with all of them.  No worries but only laughters and happiness.  I can't find any friends like them anymore!  Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~  I miss my friends in Sibu so much!!!

Some old friends and juniors.

Spending the whole day with friends at the last day before going back to Shah Alam.  Thanks to the drivers of the day and a big thank you to everyone that joined the event!  You made the day wonderful and memorable!  But, I got scolded because I went back late at the midnight.  Had my last-minute packing=.=''  Sorry papa mama~  Hmm...  Why should the school spoil my cny mood? 

Sibu's airport really needs a big improvement.  The morning going to Shah Alam spoilt my day.  Don't want to mention it anymore.

Ohya, one more thing to announce here.  I had removed my braces!!!  Finally...  Haha.  Arrangement since primary 6, wearing removable braces from Form 2 till Form 4, and one year unremovable braces since last March.  It's quite suffering all the way, with 3 teeth removed. =.=''  My two front teeth are really big and use up too much space.  Sweat la.. But now I can smile as big as I can.  西瓜甜不甜? 甜~


Last but not least, Happy Bunny Year, once again to all of you!  May you have joy and peace throughout the year and God bless you! :D

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

B.Y.E

Not feeling well recently, physically and mentally.
Wanna stop blogging for a long period of time.
Bye everyone.
And, happy new year 2011.
Have a great year.
God bless you.