Monday, August 9, 2010

Mama, where is my ball!

Ok, the only thing I wanna say now is 
WHAT THE HELL
Is this the life God has decided for me?
Or it's just a mistake I'd done at the very first time.
Ok, from dentistry to architecture,
it's really two different things!
Dentistry=biology+chemistry
Architecture=art+physics
How flexible I am XD

Life's brief candle?
Don't be fool, man.
There's still a long long way to go.
Classes, assignments, artworks, exams...  
Can you guys get out of my way?
I need more time, joy, freedom, and laughters!   

BUT

There's always a BUT in my dictionary
Luckily, no more H2O, HCl, H3P04 or whatever in my life
No Chemistry for Architecture!
That sounds great, isn't it!
But I miss Biology so much!!
Sad to say that,
Medicine,
You are too far away from me :'( 
 
Mama, wo ist mein Ball ist!!! 
This is what I learnt from my ALG friends

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I'm EMO-ing

I am damn busy nowadays
and
gonna stop blogging for a period of time

...Be Right Back...

Friday, July 9, 2010

Goodbye MMS~

Finally, our Minggu Mesra Siswa comes to an end.  Wow, the orientation week was so much better than the matriculation in Labuan.  It's much more fun and all the facilitators were kinda nice!  I wonder why the orientaion in matriculation had to be so torturing.  We didn't need to rush with time here.  And the activities were not that packed.  And the most important thing was... food were provided!!  Ahha.. One week meals - settled! Oh yeah~  But gonna worry about daily food now. Ish.

Ok, for the whole week, we carried out lots of activities in group.  I was in ALUK.  It's A-Level UK.  You know what?  At first, we got only 7 ALUK members.  Ahhahaa..What a minority!  You know?  Other courses like ALM and AUSMAT,  they got more than hundred students. ALUK 7?!! And only 4 pursuing architecture, ahahaha... And we was kinda famous in Intec since we're so few and we had an active leader-Fifi.  He's really.. AHAHA!!! so fun and humorous!!  And I really like my ALUK members.  They're so talented.. and pelik somemore.  lol...  All of us got "hidden talents" eh. haha..  But 8 more joined ALUK.  They're scholars under Petronas, doing engineering.
We played " big bang " with the Russian programme's students.
Eating on the grass
ALUK and Russia programme scholars
Listening to the talk in Dewan Besar
My friends from ALUK, Russian programme and ALG

Classes will start on next Wednesday.  A Level, i'm coming!! Ahhh...

Just had steamboat for dinner.  Yummy yummy~ 
I miss chinese food so much. T.T
Vegetables, where are you!!!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Migraine

My head is bloody freaking terribly painful
and
I need some 
PARACETAMOLS

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

The Karate Kid

Ha!!  I like the Karate Kid!!
P(^0^)9

Just back from the cinema, and had a nice time watching movie with my friends.  Finally, Joy joined us.  Ahaha!  She told me this was the first time she went out at night.  Gosh!  She was much more over than me.  Ehehe..  But seriously, only now I can really sense FREEDOM after the SPM.  Oh yeah~  And I think I'd spent this half year playing and enjoying life.  I'd almost forgotten how to study or even memorise thing.  Oh no!  That's bad!  I wonder if I could cope with the life I gonna encounter soon in INTEC.  Oops, seems like I've run out of topic.

Well~  The Karate Kid, is a kung-fu movie performed by Jaden Smith and Jackie Chan.  It's a story about a 12-year-old boy from Detroit who moves to China with his mother and incurs the wrath of the neighborhood bully.  He makes an unlikely ally in the form of his aging maintenance man, Mr. Han, a kung fu master who teaches him the secrets to self-defense.  And bla bla bla~  Erm, I think it's the atmosphere and the sound effect in the cinema that made it great.  I enjoyed watching the boys battling!!  China's Kung-fu really rocks!  I wish I know some martial art one day.  It's cool hah.  And I like the Chinese girl too.  She's pretty sweet and beautiful.

So, if you guys are feeling bored at home, stop sleeping.  Go to the cinema and have a watch.  It's worth.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

MumMum Pizza

Just had my lunch with the gals at Pizza Hut.  I thought I gonna see more coming but there were only four of us today.  Everyone was busy with their own stuffs and some were not in Sibu right now.  But, it's ok.   Nevermind.  Another gathering will be held soon, and it will be a grand one.  Hehe...


Have a nice time eating and gossiping.  Glad to know that Linda's in a relationship now.  Hehe.  Congratz and congratz.  And Catherine!!!  I'm really speechless to see you driving without knowing the road =.=  You should have studied Sibu's map before you go onto the road ya.  Oh ya.  Another gathering will be on this Saturday night.  See you guys soon.

p/s  And I found that my post had become briefer and briefer.  I'm really lazy now.  No more interest to sit in front the computer for hours, typing nonsense.  Ohno!!!  I should change my attitude!  Be a pro blogger.  No more space-consuming photos and rubbish words.  XP

Monday, June 7, 2010

When Red Turns Green

Hey guys, see the difference?
 
Hahaha...  Just focus on my teeth.
The red braces turn green!!!!
Well, it's not a magic.
It's from Dr. Alex.
*Emo-ing*

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Life's Rock!!!!!!!!!

A crazy night in The Terminal.
Singing Bad Romance and dancing Sorry Sorry.  LoL!!!

Then, we went limteh.  
Never ever enter this place again.  
Your eyes will drop down when you open the menu.

But the design's nice. LOL

Then we went to 亲善 to have some supper.  Hey man, I didn't like the food.  
The fried one.  Yucks!!!
But the fruit ice's nice.  Hehe

Thanks Shao Wei for being the driver for the night.  
P/s  You still need some improvement in your driving skill.  Hahahaha

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Terminal 5 Cafe Gathering

Since Hie Ming was back from Shah Alam and everyone's in holiday, so we had a small gethering at Terminal 5 Cafe.  Glad to know that Hie Ming will be going to France on the 6th of June, doing her A-Level and engineering as well.  Apart from me, she's the another one to be lucky enough to get JPA scholarship from my school.  She got France Engineering and already had her language training at INTEC Shah Alam for one and a half month.  Flying to France soon.  9 month A-Level and 6 years study to get Bachelor and Master degree as well.  So, wish her all the best in her study. P(^0^)9
 
Hie Ming and I

YeaH!  Super loving it!  First dish from Sui Fung.  HaPpY-ing
This is seafood rice ( I've forgotten the name ).  
*YuMmY YuMmY*
 
 Posing in front of Bonuslink Card.  LOL...
From the left : Nicole, Sabrina, Cheryl, Eleanor, Rachel, Adeline, Lilian
Haha... Chinese Name sounds better
From the left : Bik Siew, Hie Ming, Chiew Jung, Jia Ai, Li Wen, Wong Shuang, Wei Ting
 
BoOm bOoM pOw~
Hey, it's fun!  
We're not Mat Rempit >,<  
But enjoyed speeding on the road.  LoL...
(it's my fourth time on bike in my life, hahahaha, seldom right?) 

Especially For You

It's been a couple months of time since you moved back to KL.  I could still remember vividly what you did and how much you sacrificed for us.  You're kind and lovely.  And yet, sometimes we disappointed you.  We all loved you so much but you really had to go.  Deep in my heart, you are absolutely great.  Thanks for the name you'd given me and somehow I really  appreciate it.  

Glad to hear some good news of you again from Ling Hung, telling me that you're getting married today.  I'm so glad to know that but feeling sorry since I can't fly there to wish you personally.  So, I would like to send my regard to you here and wishing you a happy marriage ya. 


From this day forward,
as you share life's joys and trials,
may you always comfort one another
with a smile...
Always be together through
both laughter and the tears...
Depending on each other...
Loving happily ever after.
Wishing you an "always" kind of love.

Best Wishes on Your Wedding Day

This is a post
Especially For You
Miss Madam Sheena
LOL...

Friday, May 28, 2010

Happy Wesak Day !!!

Yo!!  It's Wesak Day!  Actually I was not a very superstitious buddhist and I didn't know much about buddhism at first.  I just followed my family to the buddhist centre every 1st and 15th day of lunar calendar before.   But I learnt something after the buddhist class in plkn.  Although I'm not pro enough to tell others about my religion, but at least I know the origin of buddhism.  Hehe...
To celebrate this festival (actually not celebrate lah), I went to the Buddhist Centre in Sibu with my family this afternoon.  Fuuyooo.. Sibu people really like to appear during festivals only.  Hehe... If not, the buddhist centre was normally cool and quiet.  Ooops.  Sorry to say that.  
What we normally do during Wesak Day is 浴佛。  Here it is.

 Small kid bathing the Buddha

 The stage

Posing in front of Guan Yin.  OMG.  I'm putting on weight.  Look big bah.

Well, since I've never posted articles about Buddhism, just let me have a brief introduction on my religion.

What is buddhism?

Buddhism is a religion based on the teachings of Siddhartha Gautama, who lived about 26 centuries ago in what is now Nepal and northeastern India.  He came to be called "the Buddha," which means "awakened one," after he experienced a profound realization of the nature of life, death and existence.  In English, the Buddha was said to be enlightened, although in Sanskrit it is bodhi, "awakened."
In the remaining years of his life, the Buddha traveled and taught.  However, he didn't teach people what he had realized when he became enlightened.  Instead, he taught people how to realize enlightenment for themselves.  He taught that awakening comes through one's own direct experience, not through beliefs and dogmas.
In the centuries following the Buddha's life, Buddhism spread throughout Asia to become one of the dominant religions of the continent.  Estimates of the number of Buddhists in the world today vary widely, in part because many Asians observe more than one religion, and in part because it is hard to know how many people are practicing Buddhism in Communist nations like China.  The most common estimate is 350 million, which makes Buddhism the fourth largest of the world's religions.

Siddhartha Gautama's Early Life

Siddhartha Gautama was born about 583 BCE, in or near what is now Nepal. His father, King Suddhodana, was leader of a large clan called the Shakya. His mother, Queen Maya, died shortly after his birth.
When Prince Siddhartha was a few days old, a holy man prophesied the Prince would be either a great military conqueror or a great spiritual teacher. King Suddhodana preferred the first outcome and prepared his son accordingly. He raised the boy in great luxury and shielded him from knowledge of religion and human suffering. The Prince reached the age of 29 with little experience of the world outside the walls of his opulent palaces.

The Four Passing Sights

One day, overcome with curiosity, Prince Siddhartha asked a charioteer to take him on a series of rides through the countryside. On these journeys he was shocked by the sight of an aged man, then a sick man, and then a corpse. The stark realities of old age, disease, and death seized and sickened the Prince.
Finally, he saw a wandering ascetic. The charioteer explained that the ascetic was one who had renounced the world and sought release from fear of death and suffering.

The Renunciation

For a time the Prince returned to palace life, but he took no pleasure in it. Even the news that his wife Yasodhara had given birth to a son did not please him. The child was called Rahula, which means "fetter."
One night he wandered the palace alone. The luxuries that had once pleased him now seemed grotesque. Musicians and dancing girls had fallen asleep and were sprawled about, snoring and sputtering. Prince Siddhartha reflected on the old age, disease, and death that would overtake them all and turn their bodies to dust.
He realized then that he could no longer be content living the life of a prince. That very night he left the palace, shaved his head, and changed his prince's clothes for a beggar's robe. Then he began his quest for enlightenment.

The Search

Siddhartha began by seeking out renowned teachers, who taught him about the many religious philosophies of his day as well as how to meditate. But after he had learned all they had to teach, his doubts and questions remained. so he and five disciples left to find enlightenment by themselves.
The six companions attempted to find release from suffering through physical discipline--enduring pain, holding their breath, fasting nearly to starvation. Yet Siddhartha was still unsatisfied. It occurred to him that in renouncing pleasure he had grasped pleasure's opposite--pain and self-mortification. Now Siddhartha considered a Middle Way between those two extremes.
He remembered an experience from his childhood, when his mind had settled into a state of deep peace. The path of liberation was through discipline of mind. He realized that instead of starvation, he needed nourishment to build up his strength for the effort. But when he accepted a bowl of rice milk from a young girl, his companions assumed he had given up the quest and abandoned him.

The Enlightenment of the Buddha

Siddhartha sat beneath a sacred fig (Ficus religiosa), known ever after as the Bodhi Tree, and settled into meditation.
The work of Siddhartha's mind came to be mythologized as a great battle with Mara, a demon whose name means "destruction' and who represents the passions that snare and delude us. Mara brought vast armies of monsters to attack Siddhartha, who sat still and untouched. Mara's most beautiful daughter tried to seduce Siddhartha, but this effort also failed.
Finally, Mara claimed the seat of enlightenment rightfully belonged to him. Mara's spiritual accomplishments were greater than Siddhartha's, the demon said. Mara's monstrous soldiers cried out together, "I am his witness!" Mara challenged Siddhartha--who will speak for you?
Then Siddhartha reached out his right hand to touch the earth, and the earth itself roared, "I bear you witness!" Mara disappeared. And as the morning star rose in the sky, Siddhartha Gautama realized enlightenment and became a Buddha.

The Teacher

At first, the Buddha was reluctant to teach, because what he had realized could not be communicated in words. Only through discipline and clarity of mind would delusions fall away and the Great Reality could be directly experienced. Listeners without that direct experience would be stuck in conceptualizations and would surely misunderstand everything he said. But compassion persuaded him to make the attempt.
After his enlightenment, he went to the Deer Park in Isipatana, located in what is now the province of Uttar Pradesh, India. There he found the five companions who had abandoned him, and to them he preached his first sermon. This sermon has been preserved as the Dhammacakkappavattana Sutta and centers on the Four Noble Truths. Instead of teaching doctrines about enlightenment, the Buddha chose to prescribe a path of practice through which people can realize enlightenment for themselves.
The Buddha devoted himself to teaching, attracting hundreds of followers. Eventually he became reconciled with his father, King Suddhodana. His wife, the devoted Yasodhara, became a nun and disciple. Rahula, his son, became a novice monk at the age of 7 and spent the rest of his life with his father.

Last Words

The Buddha tirelessly traveled and taught until his death at age 80. His last words to his followers:
"Behold, O monks, this is my last advice to you. All component things in the world are changeable. They are not lasting. Work hard to gain your own salvation." 

 Siddharta Gautama

Siddhartha has already abandoned all that he knew as a Brahmin to seek his answers as an ascetic Samana.  Nothing is too great a task for him but every task seems impossible, and again it's proven, anything's possible.

Yeah, anything's possible!!!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

21 Guns

Recently, I was amazed by a song named 21 Guns by Green Day.  Erm, it's not a new one, but it strongly influenced me these days.  I kept on repeating the song because it's kinda nice.  Humm, how to say.  I'm just loving it.  So, enjoy the song. =D

*This is what I get from Wikipedia, the encyclopedia :
"21 Guns" is a song written and recorded by American punk rock band, Green Day. It is the second single from their eighth studio album, 21st Century Breakdown The single was released through Reprise Record on May 25, 2009 as a digital download and July 14, 2009 as a CD single. The song has been a success on the Billboard Hot 100 chart, peaking at #22, which has become their highest charting single since 2005.

And here's the lyric.  Let's sing together. =P

21 Guns
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One 21 guns
Lay down your arms give up the fight
One 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and i

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One 21 guns
Lay down your arms give up the fight
One 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and i

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One 21 guns
Lay down your arms give up the fight
One 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One 21 guns
Lay down your arms give up the fight
One 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and i

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

It's all about KML

Oh my goodness, God really loves me more than others.  He sent me to Labuan for matriculation, and now He offers me the JPA scholarship for architecture (which will be a very good one).  I'm now at home in Sibu and gonna miss the life in Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan after staying there for two weeks (although the orientation week was damn suffering).  In the period of time, I made a lot of friends which I will never ever forget in my life.  T.T  Sad to know that I gonna leave so fast.  My mom booked the flight without asking me.
Monday morning, I skipped the class whole day.  I went to the One Stop Centre to fill in the form in order to quit my matriculation.  It spent me the whole morning, printing and photostating the documents they needed.  Luckily, Shirley and Alice helped me to print out the offer letter.  If not, I would be really busy then.  Then, we went to the Menara Pentadbiran to claim back our MUET fees.  After that, we went to the office of our blog to finish the last thing before we could leave.  We were given forms to fill in, and to ask for signature from Faci.  Thanks Encik Rasyidan for helping.  After finishing all the steps, we were FREE!!!  Phew!  I really hate all of these.  I spent so much time registrating on the very  first day and now, I gonna spend so much time to quit my study.
Well, in this post, I would like to give a brief introduction on KML.  On the first day I enter the college, it's damn big for me.  And I was almost lost in the place.
Posing in front of the Pusat Sumber Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan.  This is the library,  or I should say the coolest place in KML.  That's why everyone loves here.  And this was the place where I wrote my blog.
This is the Dewan Mutiara where we had our one-week orientation.  Oops, I know the tree's blocking the view.  Sorry for that because I took the view in the taxi
 
 This is Menara Pentadbiran.  You can find all the lecturers or teachers here.
Random snapshot
 
This is Karisma A.  I lived in T3.6.  It's the best block in the college because it's rich with water.  No much worries about water problem.  Yea yea~  But it's tiring to climb so high everyday.  Nevermind.  Keep fit. =.=
But, there's one thing scary staying in this block.  They said the fourth floor got woo~ ~ So no one stayed in the fourth floor.  That's true bah.  Block A is the only hostel which has no residents living in the fourth floor.
Posing with my car in Labuan.  Cheh... lol
A girl with a big dream.  What the...
Posing with Shirley and Alice.  3 of us came back to Sibu together due to the JPA scholarship.  Shirley got the pharmacy course in Australia and Alice got the Science course in USA.  Peace...
Shirley, Me and Kelly.  Kelly's from Kuching.
Yea yea... Posing with Melda and Manda.  They are pretty cute twins.  The right one, Manda, is kakak.  The left one, Melda, is adik.  They are damn friendly.  And I could still remember the first time I met them was in Miri airport, and they sat beside me in the aeroplane.  One thing amazing in this college is there are 6 pairs of twins.  And this is one of the pairs.

Oh ya, I brought 5 bags back to Sibu, just like the time I came to Labuan.  In my expectation.  Wakaka...
My luggages were on the left trolley.  And the 2 small luggages at the right trolley were Alice's.  Can you see the difference?  Lol... Anyway, thanks Alice and Shirley for helping me carrying the luggages.
 
 Having McD at the Labuan airport
Reached Miri airport.  Look at here, aero!  Say cheeeeseee...
I sat here and went online using the starbucks wireless.  Blek~
Miri airport.  Syoknye...
Reached Sibu at around 7.05pm.  And had dinner at Farley Corner.  Yea yea... Back home.  But nothing to do.  Gonna find some friends and have gathering.  Huhu...Many said I'm really dark.  *Sob.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Marine Park + Beach

Yesterday, I visited the Marine Park in Labuan with my friends, and had a fun time taking photos together before I leave.  We were damn crazy, running here and there, taking pictures.  Labuan's really super hot.  So, bring along an umbrella is compulsory during outing.  Or else, you will just like me, getting dark.  In this post, I will just upload some of the photos since there were too many.  You can see more photos in my facebook.
Wendy, Wani and I went out at around 2pm.  We met Pressly at UK, who would be our guide to the Marine Park.  And also to get my phone there.  =.=
Wani, Wendy and I
Group photo.  Yeah yeah~
Wani and I under the pink umbrella
 Posing in front of Marine Park
I like this photo v(^.^)v

Taking photo in front of a shell-framed mirror
Big boss
 Trying to climb the wall.  Crazy bah...
Let's go to the beach!!!
 Acting crazy with Wani
Looking at my future
 Peace....
A tiring but enjoyable day.
That's all.  Gonna take my lunch now.  Byebye... p(^0^)9

*p/s  I will take the flight tomorrow at 2pm, flying to Miri first, and then to Sibu at 6pm.  Sibu guys, see you soon!!!  Aiai is back!!!